5 words: listen. listen to the lyrics.

got my bill. shall pay it tml if i remember. n i need to bring a thumb drive for mi, oso if i remembers. having short term memory currently.

woke up at 8plus in the mornin to prepare to the meetin for the open house onli to find out we went to the wrong one. but damn lor. i'm scared tat we will hai dao mr lim soo khim. hopefully nothing bad happens to him. if not i'll be damn guilty. n all the other tutors/lecturers/coordinators, wadeva they are called simply sucks lah. all tryin to push the blame to SIT teachers? u guys should go to hell man. if u dun even noe who ur staff is n cant even coordinate activities wif other ppl in the first place, u have no rite to push the blame to them. 笑里藏刀 lor. asshole. waste my time. bitch seh. still say wan find him out ask y he anyhow email out to us. he has some position in NYP lor. so who r u to say him. damn ppl.

sch was overall okie other than the stupid activity. blehs. saw wenjun. but he doesnt recognise mi. idiot. hahas.

wanted to send u to work. but guess i nv had the courage to do so. not then, not even now, never the future. 7 n tat's it. we're thru i guess. the honeymoon period is over. wo yao de tai duo, ni gei de tai shao. zhi xi wang ni guo de bi wo hao. i juz to be pampered by u. but it aint gonna happen anymore. guess u're better off without mi. back to square one. no, not even square one. before square one. loving u sucks, but i still do. guess i'll juz have to let you go.

new year's coming. think sis would be bringin thomas around to 拜年。 but i've no one to bring. den i would be so bored. so guess i shant go 拜年 if she's realli bringin him along. if not i'd have to one to tok to. den everything will be bad. =(

it rained as i walk home. damn drenched. but since i've not recover from my flu yet, it doesnt matter. does it? hahs. feelin damn tired. no motivation for sch anymore. more n more projects to be done. BOO~

juz dun feel like thinking anymore. i juz miss mom. she was the onli one i could fall back on then. den, it was him. ya, i noe. i do not noe how to express myself properly thus leadin to all those quarrels, screamings n shoutings. but wadeva, it doesnt matter anymore. nothing matters to mi anymore.

i juz wish to sleep forever n be struck in unreality. be it the best dream or worst nite mare. but of coz it's better to be struck wif the best dream i ever had n could remember. it was the sweetest dream i could ever have to date. but still, it's juz a dream. it wun n nv will come true. dreams are juz like hopes tat can nv be fulfilled. i only really got/have/own/wadeva u in my dream. how could i ever forget u?

need to check out the vet's price. flip's got a deep cut at the mouth area. he's getting depressed, unhappy. like mi. hahs. but i'm still considerin coz heard tat it's damn ex to go to a vet. but den i cant bring flip to the clinic/hospital rite? hahs. gotta find someone to accompany mi go. but dun think anyone's free for mi. blehs.

having a damn headache rite now. boo~ i need food. haha.

the pain is bad. maybe i should really see a doc in case it's something serious. i noe i've been saying this for tons of times but i havent see any docs. den again, i dun like going to the doc alone. in fact, i hate it. so wad if i see a doc? if it's something small, i'll think it's a waste of money. yet if it's something big, i'd rather not have seen the doc in the first place. i'd rather live my life without knowing it. perhaps i might live happier lydat. but perhaps, i may not again. ahh~ wadeva now. cant realli be bothered. i'm so not rich. shall juz spend those cash on something more useful.



- things tat werent meant to be forgotten in the first place got lost gradually -